Beloved Grandma - 2

when grandma arrived in her coffin

that heartache feeling is super unbearable

we just can't stop crying 

it's really hard to accept the fact she's gone

she was still alright when my bro got married

she left us so sudden just 1 week after 

on the first night after i took my shower

mum said they saw a rare crystal jade color grasshopper

a very beautiful one but it disappear after they 

called out  " grandma "

on the 4th night of the wake 

while the monk start their buddhist chanting 

there's a moth flying above us 

chinese or buddhist believes that 

when someone in the house passed away

they will come back to visit by different insect form

and as a moth most common type you'll see

on the last night of wake

my 3rd uncle, eldest bro and me

 didn't sleep at all, it's grandma last night

and we just wanna accompany her

soon its dawn after sometime we send her off'

for cremation and everyone was crying badly

after that we went back to our house blk

had lunch and off again to collect grandma's bone

everyone get to touch and pick up grandma's bone

that feeling is really weird seriously

anyway had a bad incident that day

not gonna post on that but i wanna say

i hate my 2nd uncle , he bullied other uncle

and yelled at my mum , seioursly 2 word for him FO

every weekend i went home with a happy mood

the first thing i do is greet my grandma while closing

the house door , put my bag down and sat beside her

talk to her, play with her 

after she gone , there are few times i cried while

walking back home because she is not there 

waiting for me to greet her anymore 

but everything is alright now

we must think positive view that grandma

if free from misery now . may buddha lead her well

 i wanna say Thank You to both of my boss

for very understanding and approved my leave

for so many days. it's very inconvenience for them

since year end is always a busy period 

by the way on 19th nov 

i went amk hub to watch movie 

" ah boys to men " with bf

i know it's very bad timing to watch the movie

since grandma's wake is not over yet at that time

but we bought the tickets on 16th nov when

 grandma is still alive and there's no refund

thanks mum for asking me to go ahead for the movie

  i went back right after it end and seriously

i had a good laugh and it made me feel better

overall it's nice movie 
please support local movie!

 we will watch part 2 on feb 2013