Perforated Eardrum

 last friday night after i reached bf home

i felt sharp pain in my ear , it hurts alot that

i kept asking bf to becareful while he cutting my hair  

the pain is so unbearable

 that i can't sleep whole night

my tears just keep rolling out from my eyes 

i felt my ear swollen and burning feel inside

was thinking what to do next as i am supposed to

work at square 2 the next day and afraid boss

 couldn't find a replacement at such short time

finally i gave up , decided to text my boss about 

my current condition after i felt sudden hearing loss

 i know it's going to be a serious matter if i don't seek 

help from doctor the next morning 

forced myself to sleep 

forgot about the pain and i went dreamland

 next morning the moment i woke up

the pain came again and i panicked

hurry went to take a shower , off to clinic 

told doctor about my condition he use otoscope

examine my ear canal carefully as he afraid to hurt me

he said both my outer and inner ear swollen

there are pus inside and he pull lightly while

asking me to bear abit as he can't really see

but after that he say my eardum tear abit 

( perforated eardrum )

luckily for me it not very serious tear

and it will heal within 1 - 2 weeks

after eating this 2 tablet , my hearing

is back to normal and no more pus

but i do feel abit pain if someone scream

or people talking in super high pitch :S

i think it's important to seek help

asap if you have such problem 

even though this might be quite common case