Luna Sea Concert & Lunar New Year Day

Happy Lunar New Year Everyone!

8 Feb 2013

went Luna Sea concert with bf

our concert tickets got upgraded 

bf helped to sell some tickets off

while i asked around too 

thanks honey x.p for the help too

ate abit before we went out 

when we reached there tried sofries

bf said not nice anyway 

went to get drinks and bought soba

  waited for the rest to come

actually we bought only 3 tickets

me , bf & one of his friend

but due to some reason 

everyone came including bf's mum 

so it was quite special like a gathering 

 quite a enjoyable day

went supper with bf's friends and bf's mum

at the coffeeshop near buona vista mrt

after that took cab to bf's home

New Year Eve
 9 Feb 2013

i reached home at 4.30pm

was raining heavily , 2nd bro & sis in law

already went back anyway thanks for the red packet

ate dinner with my mum

watched ah boys to men with dad

went to sleep at 1am which is so early

New Year Day 1 
10 Feb 2013

morning went for macdonald breakfast with mum

she gave me the sausage of her hotcake set

so i have Double Sausage McMuffin

 

met up with bf at ion around 4.30pm

many shops closed due to holiday

so we took bus back to his home

on the way we bought pizza

got down at market went watson 

bought shampoo & hairspray after that

7-11 bought slurpee white chocolate

walked back to bf's home 

rested awhile and bf's cooked the soba

we bought on Luna Sea concert day

 bf took a shower before we 

went out to his auntie's home at yishun

as his parent are both already there for hours

stayed there until 1.50am 

his auntie are all very funny 

overall had a great day

 New Year Day 2 & 3
11 & 12 Feb 2013

 bf's relatives came his home
we just hid in the room and play
League Of Legends both day

 yesterday was our 34th monthsary !
that was kind of fast <3

PS:

when grandma still alive & healthy
everyone will gather at our house
for steamboat, cards & mahjong
  
grandma, dad , bro & me would play
mahjong everyday noon to night for
7 days during lunar new year period

ever since grandma suffered from stroke
no one dare to come our house anymore
they stayed for less than 20 mins and rush off 
some of them don't even bother to turn up 
as if grandma had some virus  

this year without grandma
no mood for lunar new year
guess only our family is affected
the rest are still celebrating happily

well it's understandable 
afterall we are the only one
 closed to grandma <3

Beloved Grandma - 2

when grandma arrived in her coffin

that heartache feeling is super unbearable

we just can't stop crying 

it's really hard to accept the fact she's gone

she was still alright when my bro got married

she left us so sudden just 1 week after 

on the first night after i took my shower

mum said they saw a rare crystal jade color grasshopper

a very beautiful one but it disappear after they 

called out  " grandma "

on the 4th night of the wake 

while the monk start their buddhist chanting 

there's a moth flying above us 

chinese or buddhist believes that 

when someone in the house passed away

they will come back to visit by different insect form

and as a moth most common type you'll see

on the last night of wake

my 3rd uncle, eldest bro and me

 didn't sleep at all, it's grandma last night

and we just wanna accompany her

soon its dawn after sometime we send her off'

for cremation and everyone was crying badly

after that we went back to our house blk

had lunch and off again to collect grandma's bone

everyone get to touch and pick up grandma's bone

that feeling is really weird seriously

anyway had a bad incident that day

not gonna post on that but i wanna say

i hate my 2nd uncle , he bullied other uncle

and yelled at my mum , seioursly 2 word for him FO

every weekend i went home with a happy mood

the first thing i do is greet my grandma while closing

the house door , put my bag down and sat beside her

talk to her, play with her 

after she gone , there are few times i cried while

walking back home because she is not there 

waiting for me to greet her anymore 

but everything is alright now

we must think positive view that grandma

if free from misery now . may buddha lead her well

 i wanna say Thank You to both of my boss

for very understanding and approved my leave

for so many days. it's very inconvenience for them

since year end is always a busy period 

by the way on 19th nov 

i went amk hub to watch movie 

" ah boys to men " with bf

i know it's very bad timing to watch the movie

since grandma's wake is not over yet at that time

but we bought the tickets on 16th nov when

 grandma is still alive and there's no refund

thanks mum for asking me to go ahead for the movie

  i went back right after it end and seriously

i had a good laugh and it made me feel better

overall it's nice movie 
please support local movie!

 we will watch part 2 on feb 2013

Beloved Grandma

Grandma left us on 18th nov 

i was working on 17th nov , 7plus pm received a text

from WS my 3rd bro, that grandma fainted 

mum is with her on the way to hospital

 called mum to ask which hospital they went

called my boss to inform him that i have to go off right away

met up with WS at novena station and hurry off to 

A&E at Tan Tock Seng Hospital

 my mum , 2nd bro & sis-in-law were there already

we waited at the waiting room for update 

around 8 plus we went to see the doctor ,

 he showed us the scan of grandma's head 

from above eyebrow, he explained that there are 
blood in her brain and is 60% brain damaged

 

he told us to prepare for worst 

as grandma can't take operation 

 she will become vegetative patient even

she able to survive, the thought of her 

won't be able to talk , no more reaction

break my heart and we cried

 called all the relatives to come down right away,

 WS & me went back to mrt station to wait for dad. 

while waiting there, cousin JS along with his gf 

reached and next my eldest bro WM soon after dad too

we quickly walked back and met up with the rest

but was told to wait as they are transferring grandma

 to ward which it took about 2 hour to do so .. 

it was already near 11pm at that time   

when we finally able to see grandma 

she was in coma, she was struggling to breathe hard

all her sons and daughter were already by her side 

except for my 3rd uncle the only one still not there 

at around 2 plus am some uncle already went back

dad, Wm & Wj were asked to go home too 

as they're working in morning, 3rd uncle reached

shortly after with some of his friend .. 

after 3rd uncle talked to grandma , her heartbeat start

going lower and lower, her blood pressure

 went higher and higher. uncle's friend say 

 ( he can see those "thing" )

grandma cannot make it already and 

they were asking her to go peacefully i quickly texted Wj

to update him and he rushed back to hospital again

after awhile 3rd uncle went off with his friend

WJ reached and we just stay at grandma side 

she was breathing hard and slowly

 she not breathing anymore but

 her heartbeat was still beating for awhile 

and soon she totally gone at 3plus am

after everything done , only left me, 

WS , Mum, Auntie, 4th Uncle & his wife 

This is my first time going in mortuary

and it felt so terrible to see grandma there

after that we went home had a quick shower

 went out for breakfast and bought some new clothing 

for grandma to wear for her wake

( to be continue )

Food Review - Nyonya Snacks

saw this from Indo Asia Delights stall

Kueh Dadar

 Coconuts filling

very soft and the coconut is really sweet

Ondeh Ondeh 

( Palm Sugar Filling )

made with Glutinous Rice Flour,
Pandan,  Grated Fresh Coconut 

i love the palm sugar so much 

Novena Square 2

Basement 1 

Indo Asian Delights

Kueh Dadar  -   3 for $2

Ondeh Ondeh  -  5 for $2 

 they still have other Nyonya Snacks

should check it out next time

actually i find it nowdays quite hard

to find nyonya snacks at neighborhood

 coffee shop , foodcourt or hawker centre

2 years back, grandma always buy this

Nyonya Snacks - Kueh Dadar & Ondeh Ondeh

for me while i still sleeping 

so whenever i see this Nyonya Snacks

it reminds me of grandma ... alots

Trying for healthier lifestyle

18th Aug had my off in lieu , 

went home but my brother brought mum out already

didn't get to see my dad that day as he was in training

grandma was good that day , she laughed alot

had a great time with her, glad to see her happy 

mum came back on evening , and i went off 

around 6pm to clementi , wait for bf off work

by the way 

went for jogging with bf this few days

i felt like dying after that even though

the distance i jog was very short only and 

most of the time i'm actually walking LOL

too long never do exercise already :X 

but i think it's good enough 

as long there is perspiration

my grandma

i opened my eyes

 and i saw grandma

she is talking to me and

i'm so happy that she can walks too

she does not need my mum to feed her eat 

change her diaper, everything was 

back to before she had stroke attacks

 

 when i looked at the clock , i got a shocked

it's already 2pm and i asked my mum why 

she never wake me up as i am super late for work

i was so anxious about how to inform my boss

and i looked at the clock again it was 10am

i'm at my bf home and there's no grandma 

mum and family, it's was just a dream....

i think everyone have this kind of experience before

dream in dream, do you get what i mean?

in reality , the actual time i wake up was

8.20am , not 10am... thats was also a dream 

but everything feels so real ..

 Seriously i miss you, grandma

when will you be sober again?

its breaks my heart every time when i talk to you

 all you do is looked at me and call my name

you have so much in mind but it can never reach us

back to sleep after i went to washroom

it was raining heavily and i pray that there's no more

rain when i get out of the house for work at later time 

bus was kind of delayed and traffic was abit slow

luckily the rain stopped when i reached my workplace

as it's hard to walk in spoiled sandals :D

 

PS: nobody will understand how grandma 

means to my family, she the one raised us

while my parents was working hard to earn money

she brought us everywhere she goes

it's not a easy task as the four of us are super naughty

( my 2 elder brother , me and my little cousin )

the best memories was she brought us

 to mcdonalds buy us meal , wait for us to have our fun

no matter how many more years she left now

she always in my heart & mind forever

i love you grandma

 

Grandma

it's raining now, listening to angela zhang's song

grandma was crying loud outside the living room

she is feeling sad that none of her child or

grandchild visit her i wonder why you people

so heartless?? BUSY is just a excuse

i believes in KARMA seriously

i shall not post such personal family matter

but now all i wanna say is

 i'm v.disappointed