my grandma

i opened my eyes

 and i saw grandma

she is talking to me and

i'm so happy that she can walks too

she does not need my mum to feed her eat 

change her diaper, everything was 

back to before she had stroke attacks

 

 when i looked at the clock , i got a shocked

it's already 2pm and i asked my mum why 

she never wake me up as i am super late for work

i was so anxious about how to inform my boss

and i looked at the clock again it was 10am

i'm at my bf home and there's no grandma 

mum and family, it's was just a dream....

i think everyone have this kind of experience before

dream in dream, do you get what i mean?

in reality , the actual time i wake up was

8.20am , not 10am... thats was also a dream 

but everything feels so real ..

 Seriously i miss you, grandma

when will you be sober again?

its breaks my heart every time when i talk to you

 all you do is looked at me and call my name

you have so much in mind but it can never reach us

back to sleep after i went to washroom

it was raining heavily and i pray that there's no more

rain when i get out of the house for work at later time 

bus was kind of delayed and traffic was abit slow

luckily the rain stopped when i reached my workplace

as it's hard to walk in spoiled sandals :D

 

PS: nobody will understand how grandma 

means to my family, she the one raised us

while my parents was working hard to earn money

she brought us everywhere she goes

it's not a easy task as the four of us are super naughty

( my 2 elder brother , me and my little cousin )

the best memories was she brought us

 to mcdonalds buy us meal , wait for us to have our fun

no matter how many more years she left now

she always in my heart & mind forever

i love you grandma