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Last week after work bf already sleeping

i cooked my own dinner after taking shower

Campbell's Corn with chicken soup

i added macaroni in and it's delicious :D

anyway lately during work time i bought

 F&N Nutrisoy Milk with Almond

it's nice but the sugar somehow seem high

 even it's already reduced sugar version 

so i only buy this like once a week

 12.5g sugar per serving

1 packet contain 2 serving :0

so i stick to my Dasani water most of the time

i bought new air fresher for work use

it's spray type and smell nice :D

i really can't stand the oily smell coming

from astons so no choice gotta spend money on this

 

by the way had lunch with family last sunday

made a new spectacle too wadsapp bf to 

help me choose the frame and the uncle

is super friendly and nice 

shall update the address and picture

when i collect my new spectacle 

here a fake spectacle without lens 

blur picture

 nah my new spectacle frame not so big

anyway i won't be wearing contact lens

so often anymore shall really let my eyes rest

Hazy Singapore :(

finally got free time to update!

the haze is so bad in singapore right now

highest record was about 400 !

felt kinda sick because it irritated my nose

i kept sneezing none stop when i at outdoor

my eyes hurt too the haze is seriously bad 

show you some picture taken on 19 and 20 june

19th June PSI : 150 +

see the picture below can you spot any different?

both was hazy but if you look carefully 

20th June more haze than 19th June

as the psi was 250 +  how about today

it's was 370+ when i went out for work 

thats crazy and luckily bf's mum brought 

some mask back for everyone to use yesterday 

hope the haze go away soon 

everyone should just drink more water

and eat more fruits to stay healthy !

i also request my mum not to bring dog out 

for walk as the air is really bad 

next update on 14 to 18 june

14th i went home had early father's day dinner

with parent and brother we went nihon mura at 

yio chu kang stadium outlets 

while walking across the street i asked mum

to walk faster as there are many birds on tree 

at the spot where we waiting to cross the road 

she replied that nothing will happen

why so hurry and continue to walk slowly

while i already jog away from the tree

suddenly she screamed .. seriously i LOL

bird feces on her arm : X

went to the washroom and clean it off

before we start our dinner anyway

no picture as the lighting there sucks

picture didn't turn out well so i just skip it

seriously i can't sleep the whole night

because the room is too hot even with fans on

only start to sleep at 3am was sweating

 so i went for cold shower at 4am and back to sleep

will update the rest tomorrow 

my eyes went red again after wearing 

contact lens for 4 hour only yesterday

might be the haze and my eyes went too dry 

or something wrong with the lens or my eye

shall let my eyes rest for now 

Random + Music Matters - Jrock

22nd may went to TTSH to meet my dad

as my mum have cataract surgery that morning

i was late but he waited for me to have breakfast together 

after that i brought him to Fortune Centre

to buy Sandal wood powder so next time
he can show mum the way to get there

the hospital staff called while we were in train

she informed that mum is ready to be discharge

it was around 1pm and we went to fetch mum

i went back to bf home at night but before that

i bought my fav. Char Grill Bar - Mexican Chicken

love the cheese omg ~~

okay so yesterday 23rd may

bf and me slacked whole day

 was feeling so lazy to go out

but we wanna see SID

so we went out like near 8pm 

reached there about 8.35pm

Burger King at The Central really CMI

it's super dirty !!
 tray all around the table and chair

yet no staff clear away all those rubbish

in the end we just went to basement

ate bali fried chicken from Nojito

 sorry no picture of food as it was near 9pm

we're kinda in hurry to catch SID

no comments too as it was quite normal 

abit expensive for the food you get too

i rather use that money to eat Ayam Penyet

so much delicious and cheaper haha :x

after dinner we quickly went over to the stage

was standing near the stage side although it's not

 very good view but it was really close to stage 

Flumpoo was performing at that time

well we've never heard of this band

but bf said they were quite good  

waited for another 20mins at least before SID turn

as my view not that good i only record some part

after uploading to youtube it's not that nice 
but i will just share 1 part of it here 

please stop the video at the right first

!!!!!!! WARNING !!!!!!

PLEASE TURN DOWN YOUR SPEAKER VOLUME
BEFORE YOU CLICK THIS VIDEO




went straight back to bf home after that
didn't go to the beer market where they have secret gigs
as SID time was 1am and it's first come first serve base
don't think we can get in and i'm working the next day :X

 

 

Happy Birthday To Myself

Yesterday went home to cut dad's & bro's hair

not forgetting to celebrate my birthday in advance 

mum cooked sesame oil chicken

one of my favorite dishes and borsch soup

birthday cake that i bought for myself

from Crystal Jade - My Bread Bishan Outlet

luckily everyone is at home to finish the cake

today is my actual birthday date

thank you everyone for wishing me at

facebook , twitter and wadsapp :D

had Domino Pizza for brunch with bf

ordered at 12pm and reached before 12.25pm

that was fast but i was wishing them to be late :X

My Hawaiian Pizza ~

actually i prefer Pizza Hut's Hawaiian Pizza

but too expensive so we get domino instead :D

anyway stayed at bf's home whole day

watched scary movie 4 and tidy his room alittle

the rest of the time i was just rolling on his bed

slacking while he playing his keyboard :)

 as my age get older

 i getting more insecure

i can be kinda paranoid sometimes

i have ocd too .. kinda troublesome

i know i am like more and more irritating 

thats quite bad huh.. just hope things get better

shall just end my post here 

once again thank you everyone :D

 

Happy Mother's Day

this year was the first time we didn't

 celebrate mother's day together

first year without grandma 

dad and brother both working

normally on this special day 

my family will go for dim sum happily 

or dinner at some seafood restaurant

was abit down everything changed

i love you grandma 

had breakfast at bf home

went to help him collect his stuffs

after that i went ion to buy a cake for mum

i bought whole cake size 6'  at $28.20

 with happy mother's day wording 

too bad i did not take the picture

my mum cut the cake and start eating 

without telling me  -.-" 

i ate the cake , carrot cake and mango

went back my room to play candy crush

while mum took a nap before heading out

for simple dinner .. just the 2 of us

after dinner i go back to bf's home

 yesterday went to market with bf

to drop in his cheque and buy brunch 

tidy his room alittle , took shower 

and start watching hannibal tv series  

slacked around and we went fairprice

to get milk and stuffs to cook our dinner

 didn't do much thing i just play sleeping dog

using laptop while bf busy with his own stuff

by the way my legs are so itchy now

 mosquito loves me too much :(

Random Post

Didn't sleep well for the last few days

went home on sunday had curry chicken

that mum cooked , ate watermelon after dinner

guess what happened  ... stomached : /

light off before 11pm as brother need to wake up

early for his work , couldn't sleep the whole night

 finally off to dreamland at 5am and mum came in

room to wake me up at 11 plus am for breakfast

 whole day stared at my computer 

and can't do much thing with it

as it's already old and not working well

even we using fiber but facebook is still lag

computer fault nothing to do with connection

so i decided to rebond my fringe abit

since it's so curly and i am so free to kill time

while waiting for dad & brother to

 come back from work for dinner

went for aston 

shall do a review soon

( missing char grill bar already )

after dinner , went out with parent again

to walk their fav. son haha our pet dog

anyway if nothing go wrong

i shall go get myself a new haircut

can't stand the length now it's out of shape

might be going kimage for that on sunday

not sure to keep side fringe or bang better

actually i like bang alot
 it's so much easier to maintain

but i have been keeping the same hairstyle 
for very long period maybe i shall just
 let my stylist decide for me this time

thats all tomorrow do review on aston 

Food Review - Old Airport Road Food Centre

Yesterday went back home to

cut & dye my bro's hair after that

we went to old airport road for dinner with mum

it was raining , i shared my umbrella with

my mum while brother use another umbrella

 reached there and we happened to found a empty table

asked the cleaner auntie to help us clear the table

after that i asked bro to accompany mum to buy food

while i was waiting for them to come back

2 rude auntie came and just sat on the seat of the table

i sitting at so i told them politely that the seat are taken

the auntie in white talk in a loud voice and said

" YOU HOW MANY PEOPLE "

i replied 3 and she start counting the seat and said

" GOT 6 SEAT WHAT ! "

seriously deep down i'm am very unhappy already

firstly if they come and asked politely if seat taken

i don't mind sharing the table with them 

nowdays old people think they very big fuck ?

there are so many empty seat why come to the table

i'm sitting at? you don't see a clean table and just 

sat on the seat without asking okay?! where your manner?!

i can feel smoke on top of my head at that moment

although i am super unhappy i replied " ok fine! " 

i don't want to quarrel with them

it only make me look stupid and pull me down to their level

i don't respect people who don't know how to respect other

next time i will say i have 6 people 
even if there were only 3 of us

i can say other is still on the way
 and not share with this kind of barbarian people 

here a picture of them 

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TAHAD ~ 

i am good enough to help them cover their face

seriously my happy dinner with mum & bro

were ruined thanks to both of them !!

and yet they are talking non stop 

even after they finished their food 

Hmpf 

now picture of food ~

 

 

5 bbq chicken wing

 

refreshing sugarcane juice

BBQ stingray with lots of sambal chilli

super delicious !

15 sticks of chicken satay 

unique satay gravy with grated pineapple

the waiting time for this 

chuan kee satay is about 35mins - 40mins !

the best satay because of their delicious satay gravy

 do place order the first thing you reached there 

by the way it's so expensive now

last time satay cost about 30cent for each 

while now it's 50cent for each stick :(

Address & Contact:
Chuan Kee Satay
Old Airport Road Food Centre #01-85
Block 51 Old Airport Road S390051

Operation hours:
6.30pm – until sold out around 11pm
Closed Mondays and Thursday
Sunday opened at 1pm

Nearest MRT station: Dakota MRT (CC8) Exit B

hope everyone have a happy meal time if you ever go there

wish you won't encounter barbarian people like them who

will ruin your happy time like how they ruined mine

Random Post

Last Friday 

during work break 

went to plaza singapura for pepper lunch 

with my cousin who also working at same building

just 1 shop away from my work place 

chatted abit here and there while walking back too

 

 Sunday went IMM

with bf & his mum, she treat us to

 hoshi japanese restaurant for dinner 

thanks her so much ~~

yesterday my family came down

to my work place during my break time

to pass me rebonding cream

we went for early dinner together at foodcourt

i went back to work while they went back home

at night before i off work, my mum wadsapp me

she text me some warm message ~

love her lots

 not forgetting my family too

nothing much happen lately

feb is around the corner too 

thats really fast 

going to Luna Sea concert with bf

and right after it's chinese new year

it's going to be a simple meal for my family

first year without grandma

it's gonna be quiet holidays 

 need to cut my fringe again

i hate it when it's long, not sure why

 but i always feel my head hurt

when my fringe is long .. weird -.-

Kind Old Lady

was sick, yesterday

went to see doctor at the clinic near bf home

after that i travel back to my own home as

i not sure if bf need to work or not

i was waiting to cross the traffic light 

a old lady with a full head of grey hair

Suddenly talked to me, she ask me why 

i stand under the hot sun without umbrella

 i told her i'm always in air-coned room

so i feel very comfortable under the sun 

suddenly she walk to me and 

shared her umbrella with me

 i'm very touched 

we crossed the road together

 i thanked her and ask her to take care

it's just a simple action

but it gave me warm feeling

when i reached home 

ate my medicine rested awhile

feeling much better and i went

chinatown with parent as mum 

wanted to buy some snacks

 i bought a new sandal shoe

as my old 1 broken the day before 

when i went down to buy cup noodle for dinner

they have 20% off for 2nd items

so i asked mum to choose for herself 

i will pay for it since her 1 seem like going spoil soon

she treat me glutinous chicken 

 yam paste dessert ( taro paste )

that's my lunch , walked to buy egg tart

for my brother and bf's family .

part with parent at mrt station as

we are going different direction

while in train bf's mum called 

they are going JP and so meet me there

for early dinner, while going back

bf's mum bought awfully chocolate cake

so much sweet food i ate yesterday 

sinful but i am happy ~

am working in a thick jacket now yet

i am still feeling cold somehow 

I'm A Happy Girl.. maybe

Although grandma left us for 1 month already

but she still live in our hearts & mind

till now when we having our dinner together

we still talk about grandma, the joys she brought to us

11 dec was WS birthday 

bought a 1kg mango cake for him 

mum & me sang birthday song for him too

My dad was still working at that time

 so i wadsapp him the cake picture

and his reply never fail to make us laugh

13th Dec 

bought KFC Blueberry Pancake meal for breakfast

come with 2 pcs of pancake, egg and 1 hashbrown

bought a additional hashbrown cos i love it!

 i am bad , i wadsapp bf this picture 

On 15th Dec

it's was my grandma's 4 weeks

wake up early at 7am met up with aunt

and off we went to pray for grandma 

wanna thanks my boss for exchanging my

off day as by right i am supposed to work on 15th

it was my dad's offday too so we waited for WS

to off work in the late afternoon and we went 

commonwealth for dinner 

the time i in train back to bf home

bf was just 2 stop ahead, so he waited me at 

train station and go home together

so nice of him

16 Dec

yesterday bf suddenly said he wanna go down

to his work showroom and he ask me to

find him later as he wanna show me around

as my shoes was dirty i wore a boots out

went to jurong point to buy a converse sneaker 

before heading down to find bf 

the staff there quite nice actually 

anyway i changed the shoes right after i bought it

bf kinda funny kept asking me which station i've reach.

when i reach i called bf asked him where is the showroom

i saw the white tents and i walked over but it was a dead end

 i called bf again and i was kinda in a bad mood 

he should have told me the correct path to walk over

i don't mean to sound pissed but i did talked in that way

i am bad but i dont know why i become like this haha

anyway after bf show me around we went to take bus

thought of going to tiong bahru but no bus go there

so we board 139 to Plaza Singapura

bf ate mushroom crepe and i had ham cheese crepe 

shared tomato soup & root beer after that walked

 around at new wing and we stopped at Marble Slab

bf bought large cup and it cost $14 plus .. 

seriously i think it's very expensive and don't worth it

 we didn't finish the whole cup anyway 

it's way too much -.-"

slack around for awhile and bf brought me 

to lan shop to play L.O.L too bad 10mins into the game

 and server hang we left that lan shop and went Macdonald

 to wait for his friend JB as both of them going for

their company xmas dinner event

when JB arrived i went nex shopping mall

to find parent and WS , we meeting for dinner

and not forgetting WJ & Sis -In -law

Thanks to WS for treating us dinner at Sushi Tei !

Beloved Grandma - 2

when grandma arrived in her coffin

that heartache feeling is super unbearable

we just can't stop crying 

it's really hard to accept the fact she's gone

she was still alright when my bro got married

she left us so sudden just 1 week after 

on the first night after i took my shower

mum said they saw a rare crystal jade color grasshopper

a very beautiful one but it disappear after they 

called out  " grandma "

on the 4th night of the wake 

while the monk start their buddhist chanting 

there's a moth flying above us 

chinese or buddhist believes that 

when someone in the house passed away

they will come back to visit by different insect form

and as a moth most common type you'll see

on the last night of wake

my 3rd uncle, eldest bro and me

 didn't sleep at all, it's grandma last night

and we just wanna accompany her

soon its dawn after sometime we send her off'

for cremation and everyone was crying badly

after that we went back to our house blk

had lunch and off again to collect grandma's bone

everyone get to touch and pick up grandma's bone

that feeling is really weird seriously

anyway had a bad incident that day

not gonna post on that but i wanna say

i hate my 2nd uncle , he bullied other uncle

and yelled at my mum , seioursly 2 word for him FO

every weekend i went home with a happy mood

the first thing i do is greet my grandma while closing

the house door , put my bag down and sat beside her

talk to her, play with her 

after she gone , there are few times i cried while

walking back home because she is not there 

waiting for me to greet her anymore 

but everything is alright now

we must think positive view that grandma

if free from misery now . may buddha lead her well

 i wanna say Thank You to both of my boss

for very understanding and approved my leave

for so many days. it's very inconvenience for them

since year end is always a busy period 

by the way on 19th nov 

i went amk hub to watch movie 

" ah boys to men " with bf

i know it's very bad timing to watch the movie

since grandma's wake is not over yet at that time

but we bought the tickets on 16th nov when

 grandma is still alive and there's no refund

thanks mum for asking me to go ahead for the movie

  i went back right after it end and seriously

i had a good laugh and it made me feel better

overall it's nice movie 
please support local movie!

 we will watch part 2 on feb 2013

Beloved Grandma

Grandma left us on 18th nov 

i was working on 17th nov , 7plus pm received a text

from WS my 3rd bro, that grandma fainted 

mum is with her on the way to hospital

 called mum to ask which hospital they went

called my boss to inform him that i have to go off right away

met up with WS at novena station and hurry off to 

A&E at Tan Tock Seng Hospital

 my mum , 2nd bro & sis-in-law were there already

we waited at the waiting room for update 

around 8 plus we went to see the doctor ,

 he showed us the scan of grandma's head 

from above eyebrow, he explained that there are 
blood in her brain and is 60% brain damaged

 

he told us to prepare for worst 

as grandma can't take operation 

 she will become vegetative patient even

she able to survive, the thought of her 

won't be able to talk , no more reaction

break my heart and we cried

 called all the relatives to come down right away,

 WS & me went back to mrt station to wait for dad. 

while waiting there, cousin JS along with his gf 

reached and next my eldest bro WM soon after dad too

we quickly walked back and met up with the rest

but was told to wait as they are transferring grandma

 to ward which it took about 2 hour to do so .. 

it was already near 11pm at that time   

when we finally able to see grandma 

she was in coma, she was struggling to breathe hard

all her sons and daughter were already by her side 

except for my 3rd uncle the only one still not there 

at around 2 plus am some uncle already went back

dad, Wm & Wj were asked to go home too 

as they're working in morning, 3rd uncle reached

shortly after with some of his friend .. 

after 3rd uncle talked to grandma , her heartbeat start

going lower and lower, her blood pressure

 went higher and higher. uncle's friend say 

 ( he can see those "thing" )

grandma cannot make it already and 

they were asking her to go peacefully i quickly texted Wj

to update him and he rushed back to hospital again

after awhile 3rd uncle went off with his friend

WJ reached and we just stay at grandma side 

she was breathing hard and slowly

 she not breathing anymore but

 her heartbeat was still beating for awhile 

and soon she totally gone at 3plus am

after everything done , only left me, 

WS , Mum, Auntie, 4th Uncle & his wife 

This is my first time going in mortuary

and it felt so terrible to see grandma there

after that we went home had a quick shower

 went out for breakfast and bought some new clothing 

for grandma to wear for her wake

( to be continue )

Special Post For My Brothers & Sis-In-Law

this post is specially for

 my 2nd bro WJ and sis - in - law - QL

 not forgetting my 3rd bro WS

actually i kinda envy of our cousins

 their bf / gf can get along well with each other

at that time i was thinking why we can't be like them

going out together as a group happily 

                                

For Sis-In-Law QL

i understand that you are not a bad lady

i know you don't have intension to hurt us

 with words in the beginning too

its was our wrong to give you nickname 

in the first place but we stopped ever since 

WJ requested us not to be mean after the

 first few meeting with you as he told us you cried

i'm sorry that we made you cried 

i know it's been hard for you 

because WJ have immature bro & sis

who can't accept their elder bro

giving more attention to his gf back then 

i understand WS felt leftout and lonely

when i have boyfriend, you and WJ 

was trying to cheer him up by helping him

with the nicknames things 

i call it a quit if only that was done privately

but i was very upset because you all did it publicly

 i don't like it when outsider ( those at fb ) poked their nose

into our family's matter like seeing a free show

anyway all were past already

let's not mention unhappy things up in future

 

i welcome you as new family member

i hope everyone get along well in future

family is for lifetime, let's us all be happy family

For My 2nd Bro WJ

 remember the times you called

me to chat while i was working in the past?

i told you that i support you and QL

relationship, i thought you would do 

the same for me in the beginning 

when i have a boyfriend 

so i was upset when you didn't

i understand you care for me

maybe afraid that i will get hurt

especially this was my first relationship

maybe you all don't understand why

parents support and approved of my relationship

one day parent told me they are afraid

 that i can't find a boyfriend

with my this quiet personality

 so when i told them i was going out 

with a guy some times later

they were happy about it especially he is a decent guy

compared to another one which i asked parent for advice 

i know you're unhappy when i stay out late

with my boyfriend, i hope you understand 

during that time i was working very long hour

i only have 1 offday, and i travel by public transport

the times i spend with him was short

i understand parent worry for me to cab home alone

so they suggested to fetch me late at night and

this actions caused you guys unhappy 

i hope you all know

i am already adult , i have to go through

all this stages even if it fail , no pain no gain 

i will take good care of myself and responsible

for all my own decision and action 

you said that i'm always your sister no matter what

i wanna say you're my brother no matter what too  

i hope you will continue to love QL

like how you always do no matter

 how many years later 

CONGRATULATION TO YOU AND QL

 Super Long Post But Not The End Yet!

For My 3rd Bro WS

   

I know you got read my blog :P

i want you to know , you will never be alone

WJ and QL married, I have boyfriend

but doesn't means we forgot about you

i really hope you find your right girl soon

and looking forward one day we could all

go out together as a family group happily

don't be afraid, don't be shy

we both got close personality 

if i can step out , you can do it too 

always remember we're always here for you!

It's My Brother's Big Day !

11 / 11 / 2012 

is a special day

morning a simple tea ceremony

to grandma from my 2nd bro & sis-in-law

yes she is my 2nd sis-in-law right now

CONGRATULATION TO THEM!

 my parent, eldest bro & me

took a cab down hotel & reached at 5pm

met up with my 3rd bro who accompany

my 2nd bro since this morning

we went in to wrong waiting room

quite funny actually as it was empty

 so we thought we're in the right room

played phone camera with my dad

until awhile my 2nd bro came in and

said that is not the right room

seriously L.O.L

6pm ceremony started

after that , tea ceremony for both

family & relatives

7.30pm went in dinner room

soon they came in and settle down

video of their pictures started

saw 2 pictures of my eldest bro with 2nd bro

when they were very young, kinda touched

cos of our age gap with eldest bro

he doesn't really talk to us

always seem coldly toward us

but we do have some memories

with eldest bro, although he might

not remember but for me i do..

he use money to solve quarrel between

me & 3rd bro when we were very young

he like to disturb me by calling my names

many times and says he called for fun

he gave me teddy bear for birthday

when i was about sec 1 or 2

i believe 2nd bro & 3rd bro

have their own version of memories

with my eldest brother too

my family are all not good at expressing

family love.. we all felt awkward ,

uncomfortable to do so -.-"

ate till 2nd or 3rd dishes they

went to change for evening gown

came back and had some speech

to all my bro

i just wanna say, no matter how big

the age gap is between all of us

 we're forever family

here some blur pictures

it's really nice & comfortable

pretty nice roses

Menu

purse i brought along

contained mainly tissues

and my handphone :D

will update more picture tomorrow

and maybe a post delicated to

2nd bro & sis-in-law

if i not feeling lazy ... :X