F.R.I.E.N.D.S ?

when i was younger i was so much outgoing

but everything changed ever since a incident

 from that day on i don't really trust anyone anymore

i discard those " friends " out of my life 

for 3 whole years from sunshine girl to anti social 

i only went out with yvonne, stella and yvette

this 3 lady are the only one i willing to meet 

ever since no one really have been listed as " friend "

as in those that go out often to have meal etc

i don't really like to make friend with girls
especially those who goes clubbing every other day 

those group have more backstabbing , bitchy type

we don't have the same topic to talk about

i don't play with make up and dressing up
or want to know which handsome cute guy

i am a gamer which i have more topic

with the guys as we can click well more

 but now i don't make friend with other guys

as i have boyfriend , i only make friend with his friends

 

among all his friends there are actually 3 group
i listed it as game group , band group and others

" game group " are friends we play game with
" band group " are friends related to his bandmate
" others " are those we rarely meet

i like his friends from the first 2 group

they are all nice and fun people

i find it easier to get along with 

no matter they are female or male

 

 i always keep a safe distance with his group of friends though
since i don't really know how to social much with them
maybe everyone thinks that i'm not easy to get along with
it's like there always a gap as i am label as " xxxx's girlfriend "

while on the " others " group

there are some really ill manner people

which i dislike them super much

good thing is we don't get to meet them often

 overall i observe alot before opening my door 
to new friend because i want to keep real friend only